Showing posts with label film festival. Show all posts
Showing posts with label film festival. Show all posts

Thursday, May 23, 2019

May 20th 2019 screening and Tim Snoha

On May 20th 2019 I screened the film “A Stroke Of Endurance” http://cripvideoproductions.com/astrokeofendurance.php for 2 more college classes related to sociology. I introduced the film and told the class I wrote the film partly to spread the message that disabled people are NOT better off dead. 

The response was hugely positive during the 2 Q&As. It was a ton of fun! The students had great questions and comments as always about what CP was and the production process. One student told me they found the film inspiring. Another student asked me how we got permission to shoot the film at the location where it was shot. One student asked how the actor who played Professor Ben was able to re create the stroke so well. They loved the actor Tim Snoha, who played the character with the stroke!  “He’s just a darn good, super talented actor!!” I said. Then I explained how a woman with a stroke had been involved and gave input on Professor Ben’s character to make his movements and emotions more realistic, then the actors followed my instructions really well and brought some of their own disability experience into the performance. Yet another student asked if I was trying to change the conversation on disability. One student asked what Cerebral Palsy was and if Cerebral Palsy was painful. I explained it depended on the person with CP but arthritis was common. Then this person commented that they liked how one of Professor Ben’s biggest fears was losing the ability to work. After the screening a student told me they liked how truthful the film was. 

I was given full permission by the professor to make this blog post! Special thanks to the professor for inviting me and I hope to do it again!  

Again if you are a professor and/or teacher and want to use our films as a teaching tool please contact us via our website contact page. 

In other news the actor Tim Snoha who played Professor Ben in our film "A Stroke Of Endurance" got a role in another short film called "Highly Recommended" as a character who is murdered. Here's the trailer https://vimeo.com/309203630   If you are in NYC you can view "Highly Recommended" as part of a film festival on June 1st 2019. Time and address here https://www.nyshorts.net/copy-of-film-program-4  We are so proud of you Tim! Congratulations! PLEASE NOTE: "Highly Recommended" is NOT affiliated with Crip Video Productions. "Highly Recommended" is copyrighted to its original owners. 

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

College screenings and quotes 2018 archive

These are archived posts from Spring and Summer 2018. Older posts are on the bottom.

July 22 2018:

http://thenormalityofabnormality.blogspot.com/2018/07/cpcinema-princess.html 

I(Margot) did an interview for my friend’s blog “The Normality of Abnormality” about my experiences with Cerebral Palsy such as surgery, physical therapy, and writing films at Crip Video Productions! Please check out the interview and the other awesome disability related posts on the blog!

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bknj4cOlMSg/ 

A fan of “A Stroke Of Endurance” and Crip Video Productions in general has added the link to “A Stroke Of Endurance” to their new private instagram page. You must have an Instagram page to view the images and link to the film. If you have trouble viewing the link or have suggestions about neat disability related content this person can add to their page please message them on Instagram and let them know. Please follow this person on Instagram. This person will post more content but it is unknown exactly when new content will be posted. 

EDIT: Their new Instagram is here https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGNp_Blqrr/ 


A Stroke Of Endurance" 
It doesn’t matter where you are, you could be in the U.S,Asia, or even Florence, when it comes to having a disability it is only a challenge. 
We collaborate together to the best of our abilities. It doesn’t matter who you are or what time it is, you have to be ready to act. 
It does not take much to save a life. Today we did it together. Eventually it will be done to us. Possibly when we least expect it. The bottom line is to treat others the way you want to be treated. We are all here for each other. To simply help one another.


John Diodato. 
A poem about and inspired by “A Stroke Of Endurance” written by John Diodato, a blind actor who played one of the student characters in the film. To watch “A Stroke Of Endurance” online for free scroll down on this blog or go to the “films” tab on our official website. 

https://sarahkperkins.wordpress.com/2018/06/06/revisiting-the-roll-call/ 

The Crip Video Productions Tumblr blog was re shared to a blog list called “The Roll Call” . Crip Video Productions was originally shared on “The Roll Call” in 2014 here http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/79127325052/the-roll-callbecause a lot of Crip Video Productions’ work is centered around Cerebral Palsy as our director Margot has mild spastic diplegia Cerebral Palsy like most of the lead characters in our films like Ava,Brandon and Randy and part of our mission is to increase understanding of the life experience of having Cerebral Palsy. 
This is a great blog list for people who want to learn more about Cerebral Palsy. Our friend @robynlambird who is involved with “Enter The Faun” (a full length documentary on Cerebral Palsy and dance that our director Margot is featured in!), and our friend at “Tonia Says” http://toniasays.blogspot.com @ficdirectory  @tarajean621 is also featured on the list in addition to Crip Video Productions. “Tonia Says” gave publicity to “A Stroke Of Endurance” here http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/169054816306/creator-of-tonia  
Super Special thanks to Sarah Perkins of "The Most Usually Unusual” for the publicity! 

SWA “A Stroke Of Endurance” screening

Today was the “A Stroke Of Endurance” screening with SWA. http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/174068461951/swa-screeningThis screening was inspired by the screening for SWA that we did in spring of 2017 of the other 3 Crip Video Productions films “Drama Sighted” “Only Those Who Limp Allowed” and “Crips Not Creeps” http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/161036296636/student-screening right before we began shooting “A Stroke Of Endurance”. Some of the people from our screening premiere http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/168239355046/a-stroke-of-endurance-screening-premiere in December 2017 were also present. As with that previous SWA screening a few of my cast members attended for the screening and Q&A. We had a larger turnout since an entire class came to watch the film. I introduced the films and talked about my hope that my films would help my actors in their careers and increase understanding of disability.  
We did a Q&A after the screening. One person asked how long it took to shoot the film. I explained it took about 3 to 4 days to shoot. One person asked what the hardest part of filmmaking was and I explained the hardest parts had to do with scheduling and small details. One person asked what my motivation to create the film was. I told them at first it was simply to express my emotions surrounding the events in my life that originally happened in 2015 and that later on I met other stroke survivors who wanted to see more uplighting stories about strokes, and that I also wanted to depict a character who was new to disability who wanted to live, NOT to die because I felt media too often depicted disability as a tragedy. (This is separate from covering mental illness in media which is a different topic) One of my cast members asked how people’s perceptions of disability changed after seeing the film and after seeing how a cast of disabled and able bodied actors worked together. One audience member said that they did not realize that a stroke was considered a disability. I replied that all strokes were different depending on the area of the brain effected and the severity. Some people are hardly effected by their strokes and don’t identify as disabled, some are like the Professor Ben character in the film, and others are wheelchair users. The audience said the film gave them a lot to think about. 
Super Special thanks to Student World Assembly for the party, screening and Q&A! We have full permission from Student World Assembly to write this post! 

SWA screening

For KCC Students Only! 
Crip Video Productions “A Stroke Of Endurance” screening for Student World Assembly club, Tuesday May 29th at 5:00pm in Room M378 with Q&A! 
“A Stroke of Endurance” a film about friendship, faith, and endurance. The story, written and directed by filmmaker, Margot Cole, is about how a college student with Cerebral Palsy and her classmates must deal with varying forms of fall-out when mid-semester, their professor has a stroke that leaves him disabled. Crip Video Productions’ mission is to increase understanding of Disability through storytelling.
Please note, I had special permission from Student World Assembly to post this blog entry. 

KCC Diversity Festival 2018

Today I had a screening of “A Stroke Of Endurance” for Kingsborough’s Diversity Symposium Film Festival. I have been invited to the Diversity Festival to show my films each year since 2015 so it was an honor to be invited once again. I had screened “Drama Sighted” and a few promos for “A Stroke Of Endurance” at the 2017 Diversity Symposium right before “A Stroke Of Endurance” was uploaded and officially released.   
I introduced the film. I thanked Kingsborough and talked about how disability is truly the most diverse minority there is because there are so many different disabilities and disability effects everybody regardless of their race, class or what country they are in and that certain aspects of disability seem to be somewhat universal regardless of one’s culture. I explained how I had met some of the people the film is roughly based on because of the Diversity Festival. 
We had a smaller turnout than the other times I have been to the festival but it was so nice to hear the audience reactions. A few of the cast members from the film also attended. Instead of the usual Q&A people seemed more comfortable talking to me and the other cast members in a more one on one way after the film ended. People who attended told us how great they thought the film was. One person told us they had shown the youtube link to “A Stroke Of Endurance” to their family who live in Israel. One of these family members was a 90 something year old blind Holocaust Survivor who was described to me as a strong, forgiving person who saved the lives of others. This woman Holocaust Survivor saw the film “A Stroke Of Endurance” just shortly before she died. I’m told she really enjoyed the messages in the film. It made my day to hear that! Some people asked me about the possibility of hosting more screenings and I will be grateful for any new opportunities! 
I have full permission from Kingsborough Community College to write this post! 

May 10 2018: 

On May 10th 2018, I did a small private screening for a writing class of Professor Anderson’s at KCC as part of her lessons. We discussed the theme of empathy in the film. Part of the discussion was also about the effects of trauma and I was able to bring up how the effects of the physical trauma to the brain in Cerebral Palsy and Stroke led to certain symptoms. One student asked how long it took to make the film and I explained that if the writing process is included in the time estimation it took about 2 years to create “A Stroke Of Endurance” from start to finish.  We have full permission from Professor Anderson and her class to write this blog post and we thank all of them for the wonderful opportunity! 



My name is Matthew, I am president of Beyond the Limits Club at BMCC. It is a club that tries to create a community of both people with and people without disabilities to be a support system for our members. When I first started emailing with Margot, I was already very enthusiastic about working with her. Through a lot of emailing, we made plans to screen one of her films, A Stroke of Endurance, for Beyond the Limits Club. Afterwards we would have a Q&A with Margot and some of her cast. The professionalism she displayed, and the initiative she took when working out how we would do the Q&A was quite impressive.
When I watched the film with the rest of the club, I felt a sense of understanding. I may not have had the same experiences as the characters in the film, but I do know what it’s like to be limited by circumstances that are out of my control, and I have had the same side effect from meds that the actor playing the lead professor did. I know how limiting and time consuming that both a disability and the treatment for it can take, and the toll it takes on your body and mind. In working with Margot, I became inspired to want to do more for people living with both mental, learning, and physical disabilities. I look forward to working with Margot again, and hope that any information or resources I can contribute can be useful to her in her creative processes. 
I am now more aware of the burdens that people face beyond my own. A Stroke of Endurance opened my eyes to a new perspective, and I hope that I can take that knowledge and apply it in a way that benefits anyone with a disability, no matter what kind. I want to do more for people with disabilities, in my school and in the world at large. The first step is just finding a way to do it. I hope I can become more like Margot, because she is doing through film what I try to do through leading a club; get the message out there that people don’t have to be alone in dealing with disabilities, that there is a community out there with people who want to help them. Once I find my niche in that world, I’m never letting go.


Matthew J. 
This wonderful feedback is in response to our screening of “A Stroke Of Endurance” via Skype for the BMCC Beyond The Limits club in April 2018. Thank you so much for your kind words Matthew! We have Matthew’s full permission to write this blog post. To read more about this screening please see our previous post here http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/173789424311/my-name-is-bernadette-perna-i-am-a-student-at 
To watch “A Stroke Of Endurance” online for free please scroll down on this blog or go to the “films” tab on our official website! More exciting news on new screenings and new projects from Crip Video Productions will be posted soon. 




My name is Bernadette Perna. I am a student at BMCC. I am involved in Beyond the Limits club.
One day our club had a film that they wanted us to watch. It was called “A Stroke of Endurance” By Margot Cole. I thought this was a perfect time for me to do my homework on my tablet. I thought this film was going to be boring. So I started to watch it and I couldn’t stop watching it. I couldn’t even eat my slice of pizza that day. After I watched it. I began asking so many questions to ask our President Mathew of our club. He didn’t know some of the answers so we had a computer that we could ask Margot Cole our questions I think you would call it Skype. It gave me encouragement and high self esteem to go forward in a project that was impossible for me to do because I was being shy and didn’t think I could do it because of my disability. I have Bipolar Disorder and ADHD. Because of this film it showed me that just because you have a disability does not mean you can’t do it but there are always ways for you to not only start it but to finish it. Because of this film I finished my project on time and I felt so good about myself. Thank you Margot Cole for making this film. It inspired me to keep going forward in my accomplishing my goal.”


Bernadette Perna. 
In April 2018, I had a screening for a college club called “Beyond The Limits”. I introduced the film and we had a Q&A via Skype. During the Q&A, my actor Tim Snoha said he approached Professor Ben’s character as “How would it feel to not be sure if you can communicate as well as you used to and do your job, because the professor loves to teach.” and used his Cerebral Palsy as a reference for the character. The above quote is from one of our new biggest fans who we met at the screening. Thank you so much for your lovely words Bernadette! We have full permission from Bernadette to post her words. 
To watch “A Stroke Of Endurance” online for free please scroll down on this blog or go to the “films” tab on our official website! More exciting news on new screenings and new projects from Crip Video Productions will be posted soon. 

Saturday, December 22, 2018

2016 to early 2017 press and screenings archive

This is an archived post from 2016 to 2017. Older posts on bottom:


Learning to audio describe film

Yesterday I started the process of learning how to get my current and future films audio described for all our blind,low vision and visually impaired fans. I have been wanting to audio describe all Crip Video Productions films for a very long time but due to lack of resources I was unable to provide this type of accessibility,until now. More on this later… 

Kingsborough Diversity Festival 2016: 

Today (November 2) I(Margot) and our actor Dustin Jones were invited back to the Kingsborough Community College Diversity Symposium/Festival to screen our third film “Crips Not Creeps”. I have done many events at KCC, like presentations, and screening my films for Disability Awareness. If some of you are interested I screened my other film “Only Those Who Limp Allowed” last year for the 2015 Diversity Festival and wrote about it here http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/132124383646/kcc-diversity-film-festival

Last year’s screening was what led to the screening today. Originally the plan was to have both me and Dustin Jones do an introduction and then a Q&A after the screening. Unfortunately due to an Access-A-Ride paratransit snafu beyond anybody’s control, I had to take over and handle the introduction and Q&A on my own. The professors,and president of the college who I met in 2015 were incredibly kind,patient and understanding about the snafu for which I am most grateful! I gave an introduction where I said that I was glad Kingsborough was once again including Disability in their discussion of Diversity because Disability is a global issue which effects all races regardless of their status etc. 
After the film was shown I sat down in front of the decent sized audience and answered various questions,mostly about the production of the film. One person asked how I casted the films and I tried to explain that because I am friends with many people of diverse backgrounds and abilities/disabilities the characters end of being diverse automatically. When I cast my films my main concern is who the character is and who can best get across that character’s personality and physicality to viewers. I also explained that finding disabled actors to cast required some rather creative methods because there is a relatively smaller amount of disabled actors compared to able bodied ones, and available disabled and even available able bodied actors take time and patience to track down. The casting process can take a few months. That being said I explained that my film productions are generally shorter than most, because I have seen movies that took 7 years to make whereas mine usually take less than a year. Someone asked where we shot the films so I told them the basic NYC locations and how we had to make slight changes to the scenes(followers of this blog can scroll down to the rehearsal and shoot day posts about “Crips Not Creeps” for more details!). One person asked how we edited the film. I explained that I do a basic edit in a mac software called iMovie and then give the rough edit to my editor Rich Brotman who corrects any flaws and makes the entire film better. One person asked why the films were not available for sale on DVD and I explained that because of our process and the films’ short length it was more practical to release the films on youtube. Since my films have been released on youtube they have gained an international following. I have fans in Canada,Italy and India to name a few. It is possible that future Crip Video Productions films will get DVD releases but I cannot give a definitive answer at this time. Another person asked how I researched for the films. I’m guessing they might have meant researching disability specifically. So I explained that I will research a disability online and then speak to someone with that particular disability in some way,especially if it is a disability I have never written about before. I shared that I recently had a wonderful fan of my films allow me to interview her over the phone on October 3 2016 about her disability(s) as a reference. I also spoke to someone with Juvenile Macular Degeneration over email in 2010 about their blind spot which became the special effect in “Drama Sighted”. Someone recognized Dustin Jones from his Uber commercials. I wish Dustin had been there to hear that! I did mention in passing what my new project might be and got a very encouraging response! People were so glad I was doing this work! More on these new film production ideas will be posted to this blog when I deem appropriate so stay tuned. 
At the end I met a visually impaired audience member who suggested I add audio description to the films. I have always wanted to add audio description to the films but have never been able to find a way to add audio description. It really bothers me that I have so far been unable to make the films fully accessible. I hope to someday find someone who can help me ad audio description to all 3 of the films so they can be fully accessible to our blind and low vision fans! This person also expressed interest in perhaps doing another screening. I hope this idea comes to fruition at some point in whatever way possible. 
Super special thanks to Kingsborough Community College for this amazing opportunity!!! I have full permission from Kingsborough Community College to write this blog post! Dustin Jones also gave me permission to use his full name in my blog posts.

Press 2016: 


Hi Margot, I admire how brave you are. As a person with disabilities like myself I think it is
great that you are raising awareness. Your short films are great and very interesting. I would not be surprised if you have your own show down the line.”


-Victoria Soto.
Some feedback from a brand new fan of Crip Video Productions! This quote is posted with her full permission! Super special thanks to Victoria!
Crip Video Productions has continued to get good press. Crip Video Productions has some new fans in Canada,New Jersey, New Mexico, Ohio and California for which we are most grateful!!! We have been told our description of Cerebral Palsy on our site has helped a parent understand her child’s diagnosis of Cerebral Palsy. We have had nursing students and occupational therapists show great interest in our work because it shows people with disabilities living independently. We have also met older people who have become disabled later in life and relate to our films. We have plans to hopefully do more outreach in spring 2016 for disability awareness. More updates coming soon!
Our crew members have also been getting good press. Dustin Jones who plays the character Frank in “Crips Not Creeps” has been featured in another ad https://youtu.be/3HOTjqWOKg0
Our director who has spastic diplegia Cerebral Palsy(Me) attended a screening of the movie Enter The Faun (which used to be known as “The Faun Experiment” and later as “Anatomy of a Faun”) on March 12 2016. You can hear her speak briefly in this video of the Enter The Faun Q&A at roughly 26 minutes into the video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbKLoVaXYwE  Enter the Faun is a new documentary. It was created by Tamar Rogoff and is centered around actor/dancer Gregg Mozgala, bodywork, and Cerebral Palsy. Please note that the body work mentioned in Enter The Faun is NOT a cure for Cerebral Palsy! My writings about the screening were featured on the official Enter The Faun blog here http://www.enterthefaun.com/teach-me-teacher/ I have written for the Enter The Faun blog once before in 2015 here as wellhttp://www.enterthefaun.com/whats-in-a-brain/ (EDIT: The “What’s In A Brain” post was re blogged to Tamar Rogoff’s other blog here http://tamarrogoffpp.blogspot.com/2015/06/whats-in-brain.html )  If you like the writing style of Crip Video Productions films you should definitely check out those posts! Super Special thanks to Gregg Mozgala and Tamar Rogoff! However be warned that they do contain spoilers for Enter The Faun!! All press links are posted to this blog with permission!

March 5 2016:

Somebody shared our Charity Event and self advocacy post on a site called Tagdrope. Special thanks to whoever posted this from us at Crip Video Productions!! We are especially thrilled that people are taking interest in our work during Cerebral Palsy awareness month 2016  !

March 5 2016: Cerebral Palsy Awareness Month

March is Cerebral Palsy awareness month. Many of the characters in our films like Brandon have Cerebral Palsy. Cerebral Palsy (often shortened to "CP") is a brain injury that happens before, during, or shortly after birth. It can be caused by lack of oxygen to the brain or conditions such as a fetal brain hemorrhage, which is similar to a stroke, but in most cases the reason for the brain damage is unknown. Cerebral Palsy affects the motor areas of the brain in a vast amount of ways depending on where the damage in the brain occurs. It usually causes the muscles to be too tight (spastic) or too loose or a mixture of tight and loose (Athetoid CP) because the brain signals are constantly being misfired throughout the person's entire life. The misfiring can lead to issues with balancing, coordination, speech, proprioception, body alignment, and even a life long retaining of certain infant reflexes such as the Moro Reflex. The Moro Reflex is the startle reflex in babies and usually disappears when the baby is under 6 months of age but people with CP can have this reflex as children and adults. It is essentially a built in pre programed fear of falling. CP can affect one side of the body (called hemiplegia) or both sides of the body. Every case of Cerebral Palsy is unique and can range from being so mild that it is almost unnoticeable to being so severe that the person uses a wheelchair full time. Most people with Cerebral Palsy in media are portrayed as having the more severe types so we at Crip Video Productions are interested in raising awareness of the experiences of those with more mild to moderate cases of CP. A lot of people still don’t seem to realize CP can be mild. I think the internet is a great place to show the reality i.e the good, the bad, and the ugly of living with disabilities and it is my hope that my films do just that. I was also surprised to learn that March is Traumatic Brain Injury awareness month. In October 2015 I gave a talk about Traumatic Brain Injury http://cripvideoproductions.tumblr.com/post/130787737671/brain-injury-presentation where I showed the trailer for Crips Not Creeps http://www.cripvideoproductions.com/cripsnotcreeps.php I was surprised to discover the many similarities between Cerebral Palsy,Traumatic Brain Injury and Stroke. I met people with types of brain damage that I had never even heard of before, such as brain damage that effects sleep patterns and thalamus damage that effects sensory processing. These types of brain damage are almost completely invisible. The above information can be found on our website here as well http://www.cripvideoproductions.com/about.php